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This is a beautiful and thoughtful essay. I especially appreciated the distinction between expressive and communicative language, and the suggestion that poetry can hold fragmentation without forcing premature coherence.

One question it left me with, though, is whether this framework subtly assumes that difficult psychedelic experiences are always ultimately about something, as though fragmentation is necessarily a seed of later insight, revelation, or integration waiting to be discovered. I wonder whether we also need a language for experiences that remain simply injurious or resist being folded back into a redemptive narrative. Poetry may be uniquely well suited not only to preserve ambiguity, but also to witness suffering that never resolves into hidden meaning. Hölderlin, in particular, is quite good with the expression of non-redemptive suffering.

I was also struck by the opening vignette. A week-long inability to speak after an ayahuasca ceremony is itself an extraordinary outcome, yet the discussion quickly shifts to the absence of expressive models rather than lingering with the possibility that something profoundly harmful may have occurred. I'm glad that your partner's difficulties seem to have resolved relatively quickly, but that tendency to so readily interpret severe post-psychedelic difficulties primarily as problems of language, meaning, or integration is, I think, one of the reasons experiences of prolonged post-psychedelic suffering remain so difficult to recognize on their own terms.

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As a linguist and a transpersonal psychologist who spent two years in the Amazonian selva sitting with the medicine, I can only say that the beginning of the story feels somewhat fabricated (almost Hollywood - like).

Nobody can remain silent for a week and feel like "words were coming from somewhere, but there was nowhere for them to go and no way of reading them back"—unless they are in a psychotic state.

It is a very well written text, but it contains quite a few threads that feel delusional.

Transpersonal experiences are, in their essence, largely post-verbal. But that does not mean someone would stop speaking altogether.

The distinction between language that expresses and language that communicates is a tendency of listening on a continuum. You never know.

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